Prisoned thoughts

My happiness reaches its peaks,
When am with you,
No need of words, for your, presence speaks
Volumes, which are new.
I just wanna hold those fingers forever,
Which makes me feel alive,
I just wanna stare at your eyes, for aeons,
That makes me naïve……………….

Your thoughts gave me happiness,
When I was staring at empty skies,
You made me speak to myself,
Which I never knew before...
Your presence brings star down by my side,
In the form of your smile,
I just melt in the innocence of yours,
I lose myself slowly in your charm………….

Now, my heart goes reeling,
For someone, who brought heavy downpour of feelings,
I wish, I can freeze this moment forever,
With me staring at your eyes,
In your absence, my soul goes astray,
The sight of you makes me gay,
I am confused, what is going with me,
But, if this is love me, will you, pls love me………………………

At dawn,she came at my door,
A little girl,with blonde hair,
Her green eyes, filled with tears,
Pale face, portraying many fears..

She asked me a favour,
As No one else sees her,
Gave me a torn paper,
Saying its for her mother..

I stood confused and still,
She said"have this doll,
For i have nothing to pay"
Still confused,saw her fading away

I wished,it was a dream
But,the doll on my couch made me scream...
Beneath it lay,the torn paper,
It read for my mother...

Where are you?moma,
I hate this creepy aroma,
I'm tired and want to sleep,
So searching for your lap....

I wont fight with you,
Will start everything anew,
I wont ask for a cake,
Will eat anything you make..

Its getting dark and cold,
You know,am not that bold,
I hear a wolf's howl,
I see dance of an owl...

I dint realize, what i did!
Now,am sorry i will be a good kid,
I miss,playing with my teddy,
I miss,the kisses of my daddy...

I'm still at the gargoyle gate,
Wondering about my fate...
With this,the note ended,
Gargoyle gate!!!!
Its the place where souls rest,
Is she dead???
In disbelief,i shook my head,
Was that her spirit that came?
The doll smiled at me,as a dark dame.....

Was standing as a lonely tree,
Love came as a gift from thee,
Imprisoned soul flew Free,
Loneliness sank under my knee...

Love held my hands,
We walked over sands,
To the tune of wind,
With love engulfing my mind.....

Fate stared,at me,
I smiled,i have the key,
It laughed,"No one wins me",
I felt,i have conquered fate,
Laughed back, holding my mate...

Rain touched my skin,
Destiny stood, with a grin,
Realized, it was a dream,
My thoughts, crashed in dark realms....

Fate smiled,"No one wins me",
Standing,as a lonely tree,
Pleading,for mercy from thee....

Rode the chariot of desire,
Spreading morbid haze,
My macabre shining as sapphire,
Horror unleashing at my gaze...

Sons of adam fell at my might,
Their sister mourning in plight,
Time froze at this sight,
Their agony cradled me at night....

Gathered all the riches around me,
Conquered everything i see,
However,was defeated by fate,
For,it marked a doom's date...

Now,in solitude i lay,
As i watch my flesh turn ashes,
My pride goes astray,
I carry nothin wit me,
Except the dark fruits of my deeds...

I have lived my way
Its time that i pay
For every pain i inflicted,
For every tear i created...

Where will i hide??
For the judgement is coming,
What will i get??
Eternal bliss or lucifer's kiss....

Day and night,i cry,
Making my soul dry,
Wonder, do i ve my soul,
For i live in the world of foul...

Walking across the crimson river,
Saw,the etiolated creatures, quenching their thirst...
Bathing in scarlet smear,
Do the mortals rejoice...

Is this the end??
Where ebon and eternity blend..
Heavens failed to defend,
For its children will remain scorned......